The Downside to being a Mistress

I believe that for someone as sensitive as I am needs to get out of the Mistress game. It took me quite a while to find a slave that I believed to be compatible with me. Just as I began to feel comfortable enough with this person (on all levels) he just went away. I would love to not feel anything but I'm discovering that I'm not capable of not feeling.

The worst part is I don't have anyone to share these feelings with because of the stigma attached to this lifestyle and it is a secret side of my personality. No one I know would understand.

All I wanted was someone to laugh, dine, share hidden thoughts with who would also allow me to be in control of as well as use my toys on.

I guess I'm delusional to think that a slave could be a friend as well.

I'm going to step back from all of this for now, focus on my life and maybe some where in the future I'll will be able to explore all facets of my personality without one interfering with the other.

Please continue to enjoy my blog as I will update it this week. And leave a message if you have any input.


Until we meet again..Mistress Taha