My Sinister Thoughts

Date: 5/23/2013


Finally finishing my studio. As you know I've been pretty distracted here recently.  Now back to the business at hand. ME!!!  I think my new online studio is pretty creative.  I should be up and running in a week. I've been motivated to complete the setup.  Now I can be THE BITCH that I am and get back to cracking the whip.  On some pathetic useless pig. Going to keep it short tonight my little puppy dogs. ...



Date: 5/22/2013


I guess I spoke too soon. It looks like it's the end to what I believed to be the LTR I've been yearning for. I enter into all relationships with total honesty. For what good it does. This Piece of shit JM has totally disappointed me and only made me more of a BITCH!  I am tired of dealing with the BULLSHIT. What I have learned is to only deal with those near to me.. The NYC area. Why would a cuck think I would just pick up and leave my 20 year old son for his stranger ass. I have invited him here and I would go there until my son finishes school in January 2014. This was mentioned and discussed at the beginning of this relationship and now he can't wait?

The nerve of another human being thinking he should take top precedence over my one and only child. Fuck him!

So my search continues and I am going to stay optimistic. I'm certain with more time I'll will find the perfect sub for me.

Here's my criteria list

1. A good income
2. Willing to deal with forced Bi
3. Has desires of being my Cuckold
4. Able to submit enough to me and my strap on
5. Respects my needs and wants
6. Great at Worshipping
7. Likes Golden Showers
8. Have an actual sense of humor
10. Lives near by or able to relocate
11. Intelligent
12. Be a good conversationalist


there's more but this is a good start. If this is you email me at mistresstaha@ymail.com

Ta Ta For Now


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Date: 5/14/2013


I am happy and excited to say I believe I've finally found my Perfect Fit, Perfect Sub, Perfect Cuck! For anonymity purposes I'm going to call him JM aka (Just Mine). He has shown to be exactly what I've been looking for. It's taken close to two years but FINALLY my need is being fulfilled. He is the perfect age, intelligent, filthy dirty (no limits) and cherishes the ground I walk on.

He is my PIGGY WHITE PATHETIC CUCK who is excited to be owned by me.. a Sadistic, Sexy, Needy Bitch!! I get wet just from the thought of my CUCK PIG. I love having a LOSER to clean my ass and pussy after being used by a BIG Black BULL COCK. One who would rather cut off his dick rather than lose me.


JM and I can talk about anything and everything. There are no secrets.. he knows how I want him to drink from my bladder, suck my BLACK BULL's COCK to prepare it for me, accept any punishment I deem fit for his LOSER ass, how I want him to serve me as my personal house maid, when I want to see him fucked by my BIG BLACK BULL he is to just submit, if or when I'm in trouble or have a need he is there to fix it, if I choose to feed him my shit he is to eat and say THANK YOU MY LOVE and enjoy it.

On the flip side I know he needs to be beaten, almost raped by a group of blacks, possibly become a sexless creature, loves to lick my black ass hole (clean or dirty), loves having my strapon deep in his ass and has a Career in which his life style must stay secret.


All he wants is to make sure I'm pleased and pleasured. So i find my self becoming more and more attached to this Pathetic PIG!!


He is mine and I plan to keep him, so for any of you reading this can continue to write me about my site, your fantasies but if you don't think you can measure up to MY JM do not contact me with your BULLSHIT understanding to what you believe a cuck / Cuckoldress relationship should be.

JM and I have an understanding that he is my main LTR cuck, however I will continue to seek other cucks and a stable of BIG BLACK BULLS for my pleasure. If you don't measure up to my JM do not write me.


If my owned cuck is reading this then I want to say "Stay As You Are and We'll Last Forever"



Ta Ta For Now
MistressTaha